CREATOR
Track 7: JC//Anxiety Driven
FUN FACTS:
-This track was the breakout single to the album but unintentionally. "Ante Up" was supposed to be the only single for "Creator" but after an executive heard it after hearing "Ante Up", the label insisted Bipolar release them both.
-Lucky for it's release; this track is RIAA Gold as stands and numbers are still piling in, marking Bipolar's comeback project a success before it's release.
-This number was written a mind numbing SIX times, due to Bipolar's displeasure with each take. This track took the longest to write according to him and has had potential sequels but only this number and the second part were publicly released with Bipolar assuring that the other numbers written about JC just "didn't fit" with the albums flow. When asked if there would be a third sequel and beyond Bipolar responded with "If life allows the opportunity, maybe, but there is nothing in mind for now."
-Little is known about JC except that Bipolar met her in Virginia and she (in Bipolar’s words) is the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in Virginia. Bipolar has expressed extreme distaste in discussing her in interviews as well as in general.
-Due to heavy alchohol use; Bipolar's withdrawal process during rehabilitating himself resulted in extreme anxiety; resulting in his take on how he handled anxiety in this number (by drinking). The number is a representation of how Bipolar dealt with being nervous around individuals he couldn't express himself with and that (lyrically expressed) by drinking his attitude and demeanor switches to a more upbeat and courageous vibe rather than a nervous one.
-Bipolar stated in an early interview about the single that since his rise in popularity for his music and touring he hadn't felt like a "nobody" for a long time, JC brought him back down to Earth and made him feel worthless again (humbly) and that he was appreciative for the wake up call. He also stated JC was one of the reasons he stopped drinking heavily due to the fact that he wanted to remember her for as long as he could. When pestered on the “Spotify Playgasm Podcast” about JC, Bipolar stated "I was down really bad, and I met her, and she turned things around. I am happy she exists. She helped me realize there's more to being alive."
-DJ MASQUERADE